I have just turned 60 and the wife has just had an operation to remove a small cancer in her breast. There is some suggestion of active Myeloma sites in her skeleton and she has had a blood test and there will be a new PET scan end of November.
My dreams have pointed again at shenanigans in the SW7 posse.
They have also indicated some measure of darkness.
The human puzzle dream still seems active. I will not be believed.
Again, there is also much indication of the unknown. This is a bit rum because our life circumstance here in the compound is very much known.
The only external interaction is LinkedIn, this blog and Substack. The latter two have near zero read /visit stats.
I started the LinkedIn trial with a view to getting some science edit work to help pay for gardening assistance. Looks to be a dead end. The chronic long term problem of me ceasing to be able to do all the work remains unsolved.
It is clear from LinkedIn that a majority of my peer group(s) have had long and successful careers. Me not. We do not earn enough pension to have to pay tax and it is significantly less than the 35 hour minimum wage rate.
I have had a dream about a dead end too. In that dream I pick up a car and twirl it through 180 degrees to head even further into the unknown. It is not my car, however.
We shall find out in a couple of weeks what the cancer follow up protocol is.
I am thinking about ending the LinkedIn account and perhaps buying a different domain name to use with this WordPress account.
To my satisfaction I have a working explanation as to what the various dream themes are and represent.
Nobody wanted to buy my patent or even inquired. This suggests that there is little point in trying to make a new application, though I might for fun still look at a new quantum modality.
I sense that people remain wary about interacting with me. I don’t know what about a retired 60 year old man living like a hermit makes people wary.
My best guess is we are in more of the same. Namely a bit of gardening, the odd trip up to the coast now the holiday season has quietened down and a smattering of medical appointments.
That is about where the Fukawi…
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