Last night there was another hectic night of dreaming, relating largely to people, acquaintances, of this lifetime. I know that we very rarely know another being well, nor what goes on in the recesses of their minds and their true predilections. This was explicit in the dream. At best we see façade. Which means that the vast majority of “relationships” lack authentic depth. We do not know ourselves or each other.
The frequency and subject matter of dreams this last couple of years has been without precedent even for me. We could approximate to a 500 word dream every 3-4 days. Subject matter has seemingly pertained to this life and to previous ones.
The dreams have indicated previous incarnations stretching back ~ ten lifetimes. With a putative recent one trying to “get through”. If this interpretation is correct then I have been continually associated with “the priesthood” and scholastic endeavour of one kind or another. A good proportion of these incarnations have had a Buddhist flavour.
I have one strong postulate.
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There are a number of people, specifically in this lifetime, who have unresolved karma pertaining to their interactions with me.
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I have no conscious grudges / axes to bear. Yet they keep on cropping up in dreams often wishing me ill.
The other growing notion is that somehow the dreaming is synthesising past life experience into a more cogent whole. A kind of pan-lifetime recapitulation. The life mentioned in the post previous is the one for which recall is the best. The one for which it is the most faint is my South American and thereby Jaguar life.
The weakly recalled most recent life seems to have had some Tibetan Buddhist flavour. Why this has only bled through a little in the last couple of years is unknown.
In a sense I may be “reborn” when I receive my new bionic hips. This may offer a new lease of life, largely unexpected for me. Maybe this is a dreaming preparation for what might lie ahead.
In a vision, which I can still recall, had well over a decade ago, I saw incarnation in a manner not dissimilar to an ECG trace. Where the flat line between “electrical signal” is life non carnate and the “heart beat” is life carnate. I saw this string of jewels, or pearls, stretching far back to before conventionally recorded human history.
Were I planning never to come back it might make sense to review lives {plural} before passing. To synthesise all into a whole.
Of course I am prepared to accept that I might be totally and utterly wrong or misguided. But the pattern is appealing to my penchant for neat arrangements however temporary they may be.
Dreamyoga 