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Here is last night’s experience. I’ll preface this with saying that I have had a feeling of ill will or even malevolence being directed at me increasingly the last few days. As a result I did some protective-reflective work during the night.
The “dream” opened with some people, poorly defined in terms of appearance, in that I could not be certain who they were or are. There is some familiarity. They are “caucasians” of appearance, white and anglophone. They are gloating over me and the fact that I am powerless and defeated. They have won and I am no threat to them at all. There are a number of them working together in cabal.
I know that gloating and crowing in apparent victory is one of the core qualities of evil. The entire notion of victory over has an evil root. Defeating another is an evil concept. Beating another past submission is evil. Simple evil.
I know in the dream that impatience is a quality, a core trait of evil. Evil is always impatient to achieve its imagined goal.
Evil has a self-important tendency to gloat and have glee. Evil is in a rush and can be ill considered.
Evil always underestimates what happens after death, a space where it has not dominion. Evil sets aside notions of life after death that is why it is impatient to achieve before.
Evil underestimates the patience and longevity of what might be called good. Which believes in the longer term. It senses that after the storm of evil has temporarily passed a calm can be found.
The people gloat that I am vanquished, beaten and pathetic. That I am powerless. They mock me.
I know in the dream that I will meet them in the in-between to come. I will not be as surprised as they will be. I wait. I wait across lifetimes.
The experience ends.
I check my energetic protection work and summon a blue Vajrapāṇi in readiness. I prepare many smaller Vajrapāṇi in case of need.