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Dreaming – You Can’t Make This Shit Up

September 8, 2025 ~ quantumdreamer ~ Leave a comment

I’ll speculate with confidence that there is no other being on this planet who dreams like me and has dreams like mine. I am anomalous.

Perhaps I am getting a sneak preview of an ultra-secret biotechnology human-clone experiment, the dream being a remote-view of some twisted sci-fi reality enacted by some sociopathic technology entrepreneur. It is not 100% beyond the realms of possibility that such a research programme exists thought it probably must be top secret. Growing human flesh in a lab overtly would cause reaction and mass demonstration. You can buy lab grown meat already. Some bugger probably thinks it a good idea to make synthetic “humans”.

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The wife and I have discussed if it is possible to make dreams like mine up and came to the conclusion that it is not. This morning’s dream is ~800 words. Which I could easily have extended, as the description was shortened a bit.

Of course having a laser based science background part of the dream content is not entirely beyond the pale. I did indeed do TOF-REMPI measurements. Why the hell I am dreaming stuff like that is a question which does not have a ready answer. In the spirit of the dream I could easily tell if a suit-CEO was bullshitting.

In the science fiction genre there is much use made of the notion of android consciousness and the inability to tell a good machine from a human. We have Blade Runner etc. “Human” beings are getting cosmetically similar if you watch shite like “Love Island”, we already have prosthetic faces and breasts. Trout pout rules the world and Brazilian butt lifts do away with the need for park bench cushions. I too will become increasingly “bionic” later this year.

Maybe the entrepreneur should try to re-fashion a genuine human being, to do a remake, to start from scratch.

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The boundary between a ‘phone-neuro-umbilical and a real android is already blurred in outlook and sensibility. All we need to do is to put a SIM card in what remains of our brains and Bingo! Science fiction becomes true and we have silicon-zombie-clones patrolling the streets eating avocado on toast and seeking 5G hotspots..

If I am unique in my dreaming it follows almost by definition that I am neurodiverse. There are not many others like me. I am not normal or average.

Maybe, without knowing it, I have been knocked up in a lab somewhere and let loose on the world…

Far out man…

A Bit Gobsmacked – Dream Follow Up

September 3, 2025September 3, 2025 ~ quantumdreamer ~ Leave a comment

I don’t know if you can imagine what having dreams like the one I had this morning does to the start of your day. To go from that to the cat saying hello and wanting her breakfast is a little odd. One needs to ground firmly back in day to day reality. The dream partially mashed the swede of the wife when she read it. It is a swede masher dream. You cannot un-have a dream like that!!

What I did not mention in the dream write up was the insistence and persistence of the name Je Tsongkhapa, during the dream and subsequently. An account of him and his teaching can be found at:  Tsongkhapa

Having a dream that intense can unsettle. I am more accustomed to them than most. I was unsettled and did not awaken “rested”. It is the first dream I have had of myself in full Tibetan Buddhist garb and with a Gelug yellow hat. There is an implication in the dream that I am perhaps a seat-holder of some kind. The dream was very tantric with the Vajra-bell of emptiness playing a major role. In that context there was a hint of knowledge keeper and maybe even gterma or terma. The snake being the dreaming symbol for wisdom.

Of course I may simply be tapping in to the “buddha-field” and bringing back images.

I am not aware of any tulku of my current physical age and educational background being recognised. In the context of things Tibetan it would already strike as unusual. I am not a hairy-arsed Tibetan yak minder nor am I a relative of a big high lama. I don’t hang with the sangha. Why would a “pikey” from rural Brittany be having these dreams? Is it the Korrigans or the pixies?

Anyway my appointment for a cardio stress test has come through. I will have an ultrasound whilst on an exercise bike or they will give me dobutamine to make my heart race. They want to see if the pump works well enough for my operation to go ahead. The molecule looks pretty water soluble to me.

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Maybe they should do a post dream or in-dream ultrasound to check out my left ventricle function. My dreams are exciting enough.

Given the dream this morning I am wondering what next, what might happen tonight?

We shall see…

Do You Know the way to San Jose?

August 31, 2025 ~ quantumdreamer ~ Leave a comment

This morning’s dream was a bit out-of-the blue. The last time I was in the Santa Clara region was around two and a half decades ago. Believe it or not I had a state of the art triband mobile ‘phone then. One that would work in Europe Japan and USA. It was a Motorola and the geezer in the hotel could not understand why they sold such advanced ‘phones in Europe and not in the USA. He had ‘phone envy.  We were there for Semicon. West to meet and talk with ASML about EUV. I was also to meet two members of the American part of the Toltec group one in San Francisco and the other by flying to Hollywood Burbank.  We also met people from the Singapore development bureau.

The problem I have with the USA is that a lot of it looks samey to me.

The part of the country indicated in the dream remains a VC and start-up hotbed. I had another dream about Stanford recently. Why?

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Clearly, I am no longer a young gun…

~20 billion US in deals in a quarter is a shit load of money.

The whole whacko-idea start-up whatchamacallit continues to pop up in dreams from time to time. I have over the years contacted a number of VCs just to see if I get completely ignored or if there is a “polite” follow up. The bigger the VC the more likely that I get some kind of response. If I did have an idea worth pursuing the portcullis is not down and the oil on the parapets is not yet on heat. The response has been better from the USA and Germanophone countries. It has been very (piss) poor in the UK. One might speculate as to reasons.

It is my assessment that whacko is more acceptable in California, diversity more welcome.

I am not a fan of the likes of Facebook and social media in general though I do blog. I would not fan-boy the likes of Zuckerberg or Musk. I would be very wary of such people, powerful and possibly dangerous.

The thing about the internet is that you never know who or what is reading what you are drivelling on about.

I doubt that I will be getting rejected at USA immigration anytime soon. Based on my published views I could easily be refused entry. The atmosphere there seems highly toxic and unwelcoming these days, not an attractive place to me.

So it does not matter if I know the way or not…

A Turn Up for the Books – Dream Follow Up

August 28, 2025September 8, 2025 ~ quantumdreamer ~ Leave a comment

 A look at the intensity and subject matter of recent dreaming suggests that something might be coming to a head. I start a new personal year soon and things can get weird and hectic around now.

A quick search on the internet reveals that there are many outfits offering close protection services, others offering training and certification! In 2017 when I had had enough of private “A” level science tutoring I made inquiries about going on a “professional” surveillance / counter surveillance unit on one of these courses. I was well bored and post-cancer I thought a change of scene might be fun. I reasoned that I would meet people the like of which I have not met before in this life. In the end I talked myself out of it and the few grand it would have cost. Judging from today’s search it pays well. I had no intention of career change.

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I have long “known” that one possibility for the future is that I end up on the telly, being interviewed and/or ridiculed. My background juxtaposed with some of the dream content is not standard and could be news for a day. A kind of weird “dog-who-can-say-sausages” passing interest story.  Irrespective of any tree-hugging-unicorn-jockey tendency I was once a pukka scientist of sorts and not at a Mickey Mouse university. Some editor somewhere may find this interesting. I have already briefly mentioned it to a professional journalist and at the periphery I do know a documentary film maker. I am connected to someone who was in BBC programming and another who is a script writer.

The telly aspect is not absolutely zero probability.

Right here I am vulnerable. Anyone, pretty much, could top me or kidnap me. I reckon I could probably handle a complete change with an armed guard. But that is unlikely to happen. Some of my (our) dreams have turned up, with hindsight, as being predictive.

I also know that if I were on the telly people whom I once knew and who may not have treated me well, might see me thereupon. Would that I were a fly on the wall to witness such a thing. That would make all the hassle worthwhile.

That would be a turn up for the books!!!

Dreaming or Acid Flashback – Context

August 26, 2025August 26, 2025 ~ quantumdreamer ~ Leave a comment

Of late the passive nocturnal lucid dreaming has been somewhat intense. One can take this at face value or imagine that I get up of a morning specifically to make shit up. I turn on the PC and knock up 500 plus word dreams just for fun and to show off.

Of course I could be having a series of acid flashbacks from some strong dots that I took way back in the early eighties.

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In which case that was pretty good money’s worth. I could be having magic mushroom secondary trips from the fresh ones we picked wearing lab gloves in Edale in the early nineties. I should probably not have looked at “The Garden of Earthly Delights” by Hieronymus Bosch after a couple of hundred dried.

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But I haven’t taken any hallucinogens for three decades. I did trip a bit on morphine when I bust the neck of my femur about five years ago. The TV red standby light in the hospital room did do some strange things and take over the room. It breathed.

In terms of context the simplest explanation is that I am a socially isolated person who just happens to have a particularly vivid dream life, none of which are significant because they are just dreams. The dreams make up for my lack of social interaction. They are my imaginary friends. Because I am isolated, I dream to compensate.

The vision of a Buddhist bead rosary is for me a first. A possible putative context for this is some kind of Tibetan {or related} prior incarnation. This of course could be “wishful thinking” after all who would not want to be a reincarnated Tibetan. It is kind of groovy-man. If this is indeed the case, I have had zero indication as to who I was then. The vision detail when compared to the Google font of inexhaustible wisdom suggests that the beads might have been yak bones. It is possible that the description, with the amber, might ring a bell for someone. I could be a reincarnation of some “known” dude. Has anyone gone missing or not turned up? Is there an APB out? Has a lama gone AWOL?

So what?

That is extremely unlikely to change the context of my day to day life. Though it might.

In the movies some Tibetan geezers might tip up at the gate and whisk me off to North India or Bhutan.

But this is not a movie.

The possible explanations and contexts I have range from absolutely zero significance to a generational karmic clusterfuck of considerable proportion for others, not me. It is not my mess.

If it is a karmic clusterfuck then it is not for me to solve. It is literally a SEP.

Anyway, as we put head to pillow again tonight, I will probably say something along the lines of “I wonder what is going to happen tonight…”

We have an early visit tomorrow so the alarm will be on, which means that if I do dream again, I’ll be here typing around 8AM.

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Power – The Third Natural Enemy

August 25, 2025 ~ quantumdreamer ~ Leave a comment

Here are some Toltec aphorisms pertaining to the dream written up this morning and you can see for yourself if they have a wider applicability.

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Nirmāṇakāya DNA and Alien Autopsies

August 23, 2025August 23, 2025 ~ quantumdreamer ~ Leave a comment

Following on from a theme in this morning’s dream write up we have:

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The Nirmāṇakāya (Ch: 化身, 應身; Tib. sprul sku; the body of transformation, emanation, manifestation or appearance) is a reflection of the Saṃbhogakāya, one of the myriad magical manifestations created by the Saṃbhogakāya. It is also called rūpa-kaya, the “form body” or “physical body”. The Nirmāṇakāya generally refers to a Buddha’s human-like appearance in imperfect worlds like ours, which appear for limited periods of time and seemingly die in paranirvana. It is usually associated with “historical” Buddha figures, like Shakyamuni Buddha. It is thus the most historic, temporally and spatially contingent, and humanistic aspect of the three bodies.

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Nirmāṇakāya (Chinese: 應身; pinyin: yīngshēn; Tibetan: སྤྲུལ་སྐུ་, tulku, Wylie: sprul sku) is the third aspect of the trikāya and the physical manifestation of a Buddha in time and space. In Vajrayāna it is described as “the dimension of ceaseless manifestation”

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Diverse nirmanakaya (Tibetan: sna tshogs sprul pa), these nirmanakayas manifest in numerous ways and forms to help sentient beings in any way possible, these may even include seemingly inanimate objects like boats or bridges. There are many forms and types of these, and can include:

  • Born or animate diversified nirmanakayas (Sanskrit: janmanirmāṇakāya; Tibetan: སྐྱེ་བ་སྤྲུལ་སྐུ, skye ba sprul sku) are the emanations of Buddhas who are born in the world in a natural way (womb, egg, etc) and guide sentient beings in various forms, like a king, a bodhisattva, and so on.
  • Inanimate diversified nirmanakaya, inanimate emanations, like valleys, mountains, boats and bridges
  • Artisan nirmanakayas (Sanskrit: śilpanirmāṇakāya or śilpinnirmāṇakāya; Standard Tibetan: བཟོ་བོ་སྤྲུལ་སྐུ་, bzo bo sprul sku) the emanation which appears like an artist or artisan (or even as a work of art) in order to awaken beings. {This can include science – my note}

From Wikipedia

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Normal “sane” westerners may struggle with the notion of a nirmanakaya manifestation. They would find Saṃbhogakāya even harder to swallow. Yet they listen to the Dalai Lama.

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Saṃbhogakāya

The Saṃbhogakāya (Ch: 報身, 受用身; Tib. longs sku) refers to the divine magical bodies of the Buddhas which manifest for the benefit of noble bodhisattvas. It can be rendered as “co-enjoyment body”, and “communal bliss body” (when reading the prefix saṃ- to refer to ‘together with’ or ‘mutual’) or as “complete reward body”, “total enjoyment body” (reading saṃ- as “complete”, “thoroughness”). The Saṃbhogakāya is described by the Mahāyāna-sūtrālamkāra as that which “brings enjoyment of dharma to the circles of assembly.” The term is usually associated with more supramundane, cosmic or otherworldly Buddhas. For example, Sthiramati names Vairocana, Amitabha and Samantabhadra as Saṃbhogakāya Buddhas.

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To me it is not all surprising that I have the word nirmāṇakāya in my dream this morning. Way more surprising was that I had a mobile ‘phone!! In esoteric thought a nirmāṇakāya manifestation can be a thought projected form of either temporary or quasi-permanent duration made by an adept or master. This form is usually for communication. These need not to be full carnal and would have no need for the DNA building blocks of a human form. These nirmāṇakāya are behind legends of magic and apparition / disappearance of certain masters. They are said to be made out of thought substance.

The most common form of nirmāṇakāya is the tulku of Tibetan-Bhutanese Vajrayāna Buddhism. All of these woman or womb born tulkus would need biological DNA in order to evolve into adult humans. According to the legend these reincarnating masters often have non-mundane capabilities. Their minds are trained and differ. But biologically they ought to be the same. A DNA test would most likely return human DNA.

Human beings worshipping at the altar of modern science like “proof” and carrying out a DNA test / autopsy might appeal to the Josef Mengele mentality. Just as if we found a real alien from outer space. Some would want to slice them open and have a look inside.

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Like a sociopath with a frog or harmless animal, humans like to experiment on other species. There is a whole industry in animal testing.

It is also possible that people see a nirmāṇakāya either as a waking vision or in their sleep and dreams. If you see a nirmāṇakāya or saṃbhogakāya buddha or bodhisattva in your dreams that is considered auspicious and a good thing. Even if that is a bit of a trouser changer so to speak. Such a manifestation is likely to be a noteworthy and impactful dream.

In my opinion a womb born nirmāṇakāya will probably have human DNA. A thought projection nirmāṇakāya may not have any chemical substance whatsoever, nothing to put in a mass spectrometer or for PCR work up. Nothing to do an autopsy on when they die.

Dreaming Hindsight and the Wanker Pile

August 22, 2025 ~ quantumdreamer ~ Leave a comment

In this house it is common practice to review our dreams sometimes stretching back many years. That is a part of the idea of keeping a dream lab book.

At the moment I am looking to see if my dreams reveal any residual devoirs for this life and what my residual fate might be. We are faced with a need to downsize to a place with a much smaller garden and a smaller house. The question is currently framed as blighty or France. The need is not urgent but it is sooner rather than later.

This morning’s dream when published referred to my Boscombe Down dream earlier thanks to WordPress. This is near Stonehenge. At the end of my Ph.D. I was pretty close to getting a job offer at Porton Down which is not too far away. The West Country is an area where it is possible for us to perhaps afford a small house. I once fancied living at Avebury inside the stone circle. This morning’s dream is not too radically far away from an actual possibility. Were we to move to a small village I would be more country and less townie. We could go along the 303 and see what is possible. I could end up involved in local activities.

Over the years and before we moved here the wife had numerous dreams which with hindsight could have been predictive of the house we live in and the county too! The fit concerning the floor to ceiling windows is with hindsight, good. As is the stream etc.

One of the major factors for me to move here was get away from all the dogmatic, ignorant and never ending adamant gobshite about Brexit. How Brexit would supercharge the UK economy and solve everything including immigration in one fell swoop. The soap-box preaching has not yet yielded an English country garden utopia, the envy of the world. This mental attitude, this xenophobic jingoism, bullshitting, is a major factor which is putting me off.

Is Britain still full of wankers and adamant gobshites?

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I don’t know…

People can think of themselves in different ways to how others consider them. They may imagine that they are wonderful, shit hot and the dogs’ bollocks; others may deem them to be a wanker, a bell end.

For example people might ask me why I am not working or collaborating with a specific person or group, expecting some long explanation. I might reply that they are a wanker, or they plural are a bunch of wankers.

In general I give people the benefit of the doubt for too long. Then  when the last straw arrives, they are assigned mentally to my wanker pile, this assignment is generally irrevocable. Once on the wanker pile, I am extremely unlikely to want anything whatsoever to do with them. The grief level is just way too high for any tiny positive benefit. In my mind no further explanation is needed. The matter is closed and I do not have to justify myself; they are on the wanker pile and that is that. People might try to persuade me otherwise; it is very unlikely to work.

I try to learn from experience and not repeat it.

You might imagine me a rigid judgemental person. But in order to end up on the wanker pile a person needs to have provided plenty of evidence. Their behaviour has been instrumental.

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The dream this morning is not a warning against the UK. It is a reminder of village politics and that there are some people who deem themselves big cheeses. The phrase pompous arse sprung to mind when writing up the dream.

So I’ll try to keep an open mind until after our exploratory visit to the UK later in the year. Maybe some people have changed their tune and have seen that the UK shot itself in the foot because it did not like imaginary rules about straight bananas demanded by Brussels. Maybe it would prefer orange chlorinated antibiotic laden chicken from Trump-land?

You never know what is really going on in the minds of others. Maybe a little humility has found its way into the Rule Brittania 1966 and all that “thinking”.

Britain might have an inkling that it is now becoming past not present or future…

The days of the shire are numbered…

Different Notions of Impossible – Dream Follow Up

August 19, 2025August 19, 2025 ~ quantumdreamer ~ Leave a comment

I’ll speculate that my understanding of impossible differs. This partially because of life experience.

I once went to Semicon East in Tokyo where I met representatives of Nikon and Canon at the trade show for the very first time. The “hostility” hospitality parts of these shows is as slick as a slick thing. Within a few days I had off site meetings with the immediate subordinates of the vice president lithography Nikon at my hotel, where we shared tea bought by the hotel staff. They came to me. I had opened up a channel of communication direct to vice president level at Canon. A young nobody, gaijin, out of the blue, had gained access a fair way up. These meetings were followed up later at higher level. Part of my access to Canon came by sharing a smoke with a senior dude outside the conference. We met at the end of each conference session while they changed speakers.

People have suggested that I am shy…

I have belief that tricky things can be achieved.

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Although I am in some ways an ex-tech entrepreneur living as a recluse, I have no money and am poor not rich. So despite what movie scripts might suggest I am not some mad evil genius about to wreak havoc on the world with my inventions.

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It is unlikely any tech Bro will slide into my DMs and invite me into his or her inner circle of world domination. Because I do not have any DMs which in any case are Doctor Marten’s boots as far as I am aware. Very few people have contact details for me. Though someone could pop up at the gate in a black SUV. I’ll not hold my breath.

The dream this morning talks of circles in which I do not walk nor am I likely ever to again. There is zero incentive for me to develop any ideas for photonic quantum switches.

I am still wondering if it is possible to get a “telepathy” patent granted. It could be fun trying to find out. The jury remains out; it could open a can of worms.

Around the time I went to Semicon East we also met Gigaphoton to discuss EUV sources.

In 2024 they wrote up this:

“Gigaphoton Inc. presents a Sn-LPP EUV light source for mask inspection tools. This light source uses a minimum-mass Sn droplet generator with an in-line Sn fuel supply system, a double-pulse laser irradiation scheme with precise shooting control and a debris mitigation technology with H2 buffer-gas flow. During 1500 hours of continuous operation, a brightness of 120W/mm2sr at the plasma point, a stable EUV energy 3σ-value below 5% and a high availability of 99% have been obtained without reflectivity degradation of the EUV collector mirror. We are currently developing key components for higher repetition rate to further increase the brightness.”

The source which I designed could easily have become this product, but it did not.

It seems that I have ideas at the edge, the periphery of “important” technology on and off. My current notion is that if I have any more of these in dreams, I will simply type them up and publish them here, to get them “out of my system”.

It is one of those things. Although it is not absolutely impossible for me to pursue these ideas, the probability of success if near vanishingly small. I can’t be arsed. It is not my job.

Not sure what else to make of it…

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Holy Cow Batman!! – Dream Follow Up

August 15, 2025 ~ quantumdreamer ~ Leave a comment

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From time to time we are all prone to exclaim in surprise. Back in the 1960s dialogue was more genteel and censored. To this day I am not sure why it is “sacrebleu” and not “sacrevert”. On numerous ocassions I have had a nocturnal dream and then searched for the contents of that dream on this internet thingy. The font of all wisdom has thrown up some pictorial gems which coincide with dream content.

Yes, I understand that I could be seeing what I “want” to see.

Sometimes the similarity is enough to cause the utterance of an expletive. Yesterday was one such day. I typed the name of a university which I have not visited yet and the word “quad”. The images of the quad matched very well those from my dream. I uttered the word “fuck” in surprise. The wife noted that I had done this. I called her in to look at the images….

Knock me down wiv a feather, Trever… The “coincidence” was uncanny…

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