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Dreaming or Acid Flashback – Context

August 26, 2025August 26, 2025 ~ quantumdreamer ~ Leave a comment

Of late the passive nocturnal lucid dreaming has been somewhat intense. One can take this at face value or imagine that I get up of a morning specifically to make shit up. I turn on the PC and knock up 500 plus word dreams just for fun and to show off.

Of course I could be having a series of acid flashbacks from some strong dots that I took way back in the early eighties.

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In which case that was pretty good money’s worth. I could be having magic mushroom secondary trips from the fresh ones we picked wearing lab gloves in Edale in the early nineties. I should probably not have looked at “The Garden of Earthly Delights” by Hieronymus Bosch after a couple of hundred dried.

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But I haven’t taken any hallucinogens for three decades. I did trip a bit on morphine when I bust the neck of my femur about five years ago. The TV red standby light in the hospital room did do some strange things and take over the room. It breathed.

In terms of context the simplest explanation is that I am a socially isolated person who just happens to have a particularly vivid dream life, none of which are significant because they are just dreams. The dreams make up for my lack of social interaction. They are my imaginary friends. Because I am isolated, I dream to compensate.

The vision of a Buddhist bead rosary is for me a first. A possible putative context for this is some kind of Tibetan {or related} prior incarnation. This of course could be “wishful thinking” after all who would not want to be a reincarnated Tibetan. It is kind of groovy-man. If this is indeed the case, I have had zero indication as to who I was then. The vision detail when compared to the Google font of inexhaustible wisdom suggests that the beads might have been yak bones. It is possible that the description, with the amber, might ring a bell for someone. I could be a reincarnation of some “known” dude. Has anyone gone missing or not turned up? Is there an APB out? Has a lama gone AWOL?

So what?

That is extremely unlikely to change the context of my day to day life. Though it might.

In the movies some Tibetan geezers might tip up at the gate and whisk me off to North India or Bhutan.

But this is not a movie.

The possible explanations and contexts I have range from absolutely zero significance to a generational karmic clusterfuck of considerable proportion for others, not me. It is not my mess.

If it is a karmic clusterfuck then it is not for me to solve. It is literally a SEP.

Anyway, as we put head to pillow again tonight, I will probably say something along the lines of “I wonder what is going to happen tonight…”

We have an early visit tomorrow so the alarm will be on, which means that if I do dream again, I’ll be here typing around 8AM.

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Power – The Third Natural Enemy

August 25, 2025 ~ quantumdreamer ~ Leave a comment

Here are some Toltec aphorisms pertaining to the dream written up this morning and you can see for yourself if they have a wider applicability.

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Nirmāṇakāya DNA and Alien Autopsies

August 23, 2025August 23, 2025 ~ quantumdreamer ~ Leave a comment

Following on from a theme in this morning’s dream write up we have:

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The Nirmāṇakāya (Ch: 化身, 應身; Tib. sprul sku; the body of transformation, emanation, manifestation or appearance) is a reflection of the Saṃbhogakāya, one of the myriad magical manifestations created by the Saṃbhogakāya. It is also called rūpa-kaya, the “form body” or “physical body”. The Nirmāṇakāya generally refers to a Buddha’s human-like appearance in imperfect worlds like ours, which appear for limited periods of time and seemingly die in paranirvana. It is usually associated with “historical” Buddha figures, like Shakyamuni Buddha. It is thus the most historic, temporally and spatially contingent, and humanistic aspect of the three bodies.

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Nirmāṇakāya (Chinese: 應身; pinyin: yīngshēn; Tibetan: སྤྲུལ་སྐུ་, tulku, Wylie: sprul sku) is the third aspect of the trikāya and the physical manifestation of a Buddha in time and space. In Vajrayāna it is described as “the dimension of ceaseless manifestation”

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Diverse nirmanakaya (Tibetan: sna tshogs sprul pa), these nirmanakayas manifest in numerous ways and forms to help sentient beings in any way possible, these may even include seemingly inanimate objects like boats or bridges. There are many forms and types of these, and can include:

  • Born or animate diversified nirmanakayas (Sanskrit: janmanirmāṇakāya; Tibetan: སྐྱེ་བ་སྤྲུལ་སྐུ, skye ba sprul sku) are the emanations of Buddhas who are born in the world in a natural way (womb, egg, etc) and guide sentient beings in various forms, like a king, a bodhisattva, and so on.
  • Inanimate diversified nirmanakaya, inanimate emanations, like valleys, mountains, boats and bridges
  • Artisan nirmanakayas (Sanskrit: śilpanirmāṇakāya or śilpinnirmāṇakāya; Standard Tibetan: བཟོ་བོ་སྤྲུལ་སྐུ་, bzo bo sprul sku) the emanation which appears like an artist or artisan (or even as a work of art) in order to awaken beings. {This can include science – my note}

From Wikipedia

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Normal “sane” westerners may struggle with the notion of a nirmanakaya manifestation. They would find Saṃbhogakāya even harder to swallow. Yet they listen to the Dalai Lama.

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Saṃbhogakāya

The Saṃbhogakāya (Ch: 報身, 受用身; Tib. longs sku) refers to the divine magical bodies of the Buddhas which manifest for the benefit of noble bodhisattvas. It can be rendered as “co-enjoyment body”, and “communal bliss body” (when reading the prefix saṃ- to refer to ‘together with’ or ‘mutual’) or as “complete reward body”, “total enjoyment body” (reading saṃ- as “complete”, “thoroughness”). The Saṃbhogakāya is described by the Mahāyāna-sūtrālamkāra as that which “brings enjoyment of dharma to the circles of assembly.” The term is usually associated with more supramundane, cosmic or otherworldly Buddhas. For example, Sthiramati names Vairocana, Amitabha and Samantabhadra as Saṃbhogakāya Buddhas.

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To me it is not all surprising that I have the word nirmāṇakāya in my dream this morning. Way more surprising was that I had a mobile ‘phone!! In esoteric thought a nirmāṇakāya manifestation can be a thought projected form of either temporary or quasi-permanent duration made by an adept or master. This form is usually for communication. These need not to be full carnal and would have no need for the DNA building blocks of a human form. These nirmāṇakāya are behind legends of magic and apparition / disappearance of certain masters. They are said to be made out of thought substance.

The most common form of nirmāṇakāya is the tulku of Tibetan-Bhutanese Vajrayāna Buddhism. All of these woman or womb born tulkus would need biological DNA in order to evolve into adult humans. According to the legend these reincarnating masters often have non-mundane capabilities. Their minds are trained and differ. But biologically they ought to be the same. A DNA test would most likely return human DNA.

Human beings worshipping at the altar of modern science like “proof” and carrying out a DNA test / autopsy might appeal to the Josef Mengele mentality. Just as if we found a real alien from outer space. Some would want to slice them open and have a look inside.

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Like a sociopath with a frog or harmless animal, humans like to experiment on other species. There is a whole industry in animal testing.

It is also possible that people see a nirmāṇakāya either as a waking vision or in their sleep and dreams. If you see a nirmāṇakāya or saṃbhogakāya buddha or bodhisattva in your dreams that is considered auspicious and a good thing. Even if that is a bit of a trouser changer so to speak. Such a manifestation is likely to be a noteworthy and impactful dream.

In my opinion a womb born nirmāṇakāya will probably have human DNA. A thought projection nirmāṇakāya may not have any chemical substance whatsoever, nothing to put in a mass spectrometer or for PCR work up. Nothing to do an autopsy on when they die.

Dreaming Hindsight and the Wanker Pile

August 22, 2025 ~ quantumdreamer ~ Leave a comment

In this house it is common practice to review our dreams sometimes stretching back many years. That is a part of the idea of keeping a dream lab book.

At the moment I am looking to see if my dreams reveal any residual devoirs for this life and what my residual fate might be. We are faced with a need to downsize to a place with a much smaller garden and a smaller house. The question is currently framed as blighty or France. The need is not urgent but it is sooner rather than later.

This morning’s dream when published referred to my Boscombe Down dream earlier thanks to WordPress. This is near Stonehenge. At the end of my Ph.D. I was pretty close to getting a job offer at Porton Down which is not too far away. The West Country is an area where it is possible for us to perhaps afford a small house. I once fancied living at Avebury inside the stone circle. This morning’s dream is not too radically far away from an actual possibility. Were we to move to a small village I would be more country and less townie. We could go along the 303 and see what is possible. I could end up involved in local activities.

Over the years and before we moved here the wife had numerous dreams which with hindsight could have been predictive of the house we live in and the county too! The fit concerning the floor to ceiling windows is with hindsight, good. As is the stream etc.

One of the major factors for me to move here was get away from all the dogmatic, ignorant and never ending adamant gobshite about Brexit. How Brexit would supercharge the UK economy and solve everything including immigration in one fell swoop. The soap-box preaching has not yet yielded an English country garden utopia, the envy of the world. This mental attitude, this xenophobic jingoism, bullshitting, is a major factor which is putting me off.

Is Britain still full of wankers and adamant gobshites?

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I don’t know…

People can think of themselves in different ways to how others consider them. They may imagine that they are wonderful, shit hot and the dogs’ bollocks; others may deem them to be a wanker, a bell end.

For example people might ask me why I am not working or collaborating with a specific person or group, expecting some long explanation. I might reply that they are a wanker, or they plural are a bunch of wankers.

In general I give people the benefit of the doubt for too long. Then  when the last straw arrives, they are assigned mentally to my wanker pile, this assignment is generally irrevocable. Once on the wanker pile, I am extremely unlikely to want anything whatsoever to do with them. The grief level is just way too high for any tiny positive benefit. In my mind no further explanation is needed. The matter is closed and I do not have to justify myself; they are on the wanker pile and that is that. People might try to persuade me otherwise; it is very unlikely to work.

I try to learn from experience and not repeat it.

You might imagine me a rigid judgemental person. But in order to end up on the wanker pile a person needs to have provided plenty of evidence. Their behaviour has been instrumental.

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The dream this morning is not a warning against the UK. It is a reminder of village politics and that there are some people who deem themselves big cheeses. The phrase pompous arse sprung to mind when writing up the dream.

So I’ll try to keep an open mind until after our exploratory visit to the UK later in the year. Maybe some people have changed their tune and have seen that the UK shot itself in the foot because it did not like imaginary rules about straight bananas demanded by Brussels. Maybe it would prefer orange chlorinated antibiotic laden chicken from Trump-land?

You never know what is really going on in the minds of others. Maybe a little humility has found its way into the Rule Brittania 1966 and all that “thinking”.

Britain might have an inkling that it is now becoming past not present or future…

The days of the shire are numbered…

Different Notions of Impossible – Dream Follow Up

August 19, 2025August 19, 2025 ~ quantumdreamer ~ Leave a comment

I’ll speculate that my understanding of impossible differs. This partially because of life experience.

I once went to Semicon East in Tokyo where I met representatives of Nikon and Canon at the trade show for the very first time. The “hostility” hospitality parts of these shows is as slick as a slick thing. Within a few days I had off site meetings with the immediate subordinates of the vice president lithography Nikon at my hotel, where we shared tea bought by the hotel staff. They came to me. I had opened up a channel of communication direct to vice president level at Canon. A young nobody, gaijin, out of the blue, had gained access a fair way up. These meetings were followed up later at higher level. Part of my access to Canon came by sharing a smoke with a senior dude outside the conference. We met at the end of each conference session while they changed speakers.

People have suggested that I am shy…

I have belief that tricky things can be achieved.

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Although I am in some ways an ex-tech entrepreneur living as a recluse, I have no money and am poor not rich. So despite what movie scripts might suggest I am not some mad evil genius about to wreak havoc on the world with my inventions.

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It is unlikely any tech Bro will slide into my DMs and invite me into his or her inner circle of world domination. Because I do not have any DMs which in any case are Doctor Marten’s boots as far as I am aware. Very few people have contact details for me. Though someone could pop up at the gate in a black SUV. I’ll not hold my breath.

The dream this morning talks of circles in which I do not walk nor am I likely ever to again. There is zero incentive for me to develop any ideas for photonic quantum switches.

I am still wondering if it is possible to get a “telepathy” patent granted. It could be fun trying to find out. The jury remains out; it could open a can of worms.

Around the time I went to Semicon East we also met Gigaphoton to discuss EUV sources.

In 2024 they wrote up this:

“Gigaphoton Inc. presents a Sn-LPP EUV light source for mask inspection tools. This light source uses a minimum-mass Sn droplet generator with an in-line Sn fuel supply system, a double-pulse laser irradiation scheme with precise shooting control and a debris mitigation technology with H2 buffer-gas flow. During 1500 hours of continuous operation, a brightness of 120W/mm2sr at the plasma point, a stable EUV energy 3σ-value below 5% and a high availability of 99% have been obtained without reflectivity degradation of the EUV collector mirror. We are currently developing key components for higher repetition rate to further increase the brightness.”

The source which I designed could easily have become this product, but it did not.

It seems that I have ideas at the edge, the periphery of “important” technology on and off. My current notion is that if I have any more of these in dreams, I will simply type them up and publish them here, to get them “out of my system”.

It is one of those things. Although it is not absolutely impossible for me to pursue these ideas, the probability of success if near vanishingly small. I can’t be arsed. It is not my job.

Not sure what else to make of it…

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Holy Cow Batman!! – Dream Follow Up

August 15, 2025 ~ quantumdreamer ~ Leave a comment

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From time to time we are all prone to exclaim in surprise. Back in the 1960s dialogue was more genteel and censored. To this day I am not sure why it is “sacrebleu” and not “sacrevert”. On numerous ocassions I have had a nocturnal dream and then searched for the contents of that dream on this internet thingy. The font of all wisdom has thrown up some pictorial gems which coincide with dream content.

Yes, I understand that I could be seeing what I “want” to see.

Sometimes the similarity is enough to cause the utterance of an expletive. Yesterday was one such day. I typed the name of a university which I have not visited yet and the word “quad”. The images of the quad matched very well those from my dream. I uttered the word “fuck” in surprise. The wife noted that I had done this. I called her in to look at the images….

Knock me down wiv a feather, Trever… The “coincidence” was uncanny…

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The Colorado Bifurcation – Parallel Lives

August 13, 2025August 13, 2025 ~ quantumdreamer ~ Leave a comment

In the early ‘90s when I already had 25 published academic papers aged 28. I was a more desirable item than I am now, academically speaking. I was working as a post doc in a group in UMIST doing MOCVD of GaAs growth. I was to an extent driving the research and I had the notion that I was not getting the credit for it. So I read several issues of The Journal of Chemical Physics and noted the group leaders of articles which I found thought provoking, well written and interesting. All involved pissing about with lasers and spectroscopy of some form, esoteric or otherwise. I bought some good quality letter paper and wrote off to them inquiring after a postdoctoral position explaining my circumstances.

I sent over twenty letters around the globe and nearly everyone got back to me in one form or another. The times were different then. People were polite, human even. The majority of them updated me on the funding available which was often none and asked to keep me on file for when money came in. Nobody gave me a flat no. I could apply for fellowships {USA included}. Two groups got back with provisional job offers. One was in Bern Switzerland and the other in Fort Collins Colorado USA. The experiments were similar and these two groups were known to each other. The dude in Colorado was waiting to hear on a recent grant application, the Swiss group had a significant salary available straight away. I chose this job and learned many things about quality and not being slap-dash. It was very educational. I could have waited for Fort Collins but did not. At the time Colorado was more suited to my lifestyle. There was a bifurcation in life. The choice in retrospect has had major implications.

Had I gone to Fort Collins there I would have found a local Jiu Jitsu club and probably integrated much better into the local community. I would have followed my hippy-trippy orientation and ended up exposed to North American Indian things and new age earlier. My then girlfriend would not have been allowed to live as an illegal alien. I might have encountered the Tibetan Buddhism at Boulder. Because of Mork and Mindy I would for defo, have visited. I would have had mountains. My dad thought the idea of going somewhere where there had been prospecting for gold etc interesting. I probably would not have remained in close contact with London and never accepted the cobbled together job that I actually did. I may never have left Colorado.

It feels like a path unexplored, a might have been, even to this day.

If one peruses my dreams, it is clear that they have little objectively to do with my day to day reality of life here on the compound. They belong to some perhaps parallel world, a string of trajectory in the fabric of life, to which I do not physically pertain. They point at other worlds, beyond the hedges. There is perhaps a faint echo of a life in an alternate dimension of sorts, a residual, intangible and beyond. The dreams speak of a “reality”, an enactment, a play on a different stage to this one. The likelihood of the threads crossing is near vanishingly small. What I say and do here has a very local impact. The wider outside world jogs along quite happy without my participation therein, it is a parallel universe which will not cross or converge with mine…parallel lines do not meet.

Shit happens; the arrow of time is entropically irreversible.

Put That in Your Pipe and Smoke It – Dream Follow Up

August 3, 2025 ~ quantumdreamer ~ Leave a comment

I’ll wager with high confidence that there is nobody on the planet who has dreams like the one I had this morning.

There is no sensible explanation for why any of the dream content should come to fore this morning.

Last night we watched “The Day of the Jackal” TV series, an episode of University Challenge series 49, My Kitchen Rules Australia and 24 Hours in A&E. In the Jackal programme the head of “6” at the “river house” is directly engaged in a storyline of chasing an assassin, the female agent who has direct in person access to the head uses her own personal mobile ‘phone at work and the office looks open plan. It seems not overly probable.

There was nothing to do with 12th century Brittany nor crystal structures of a new type of compound. Nor was I brooding about the same.

So what do you do with a dream like that?

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I have joked before that some of my dreams could be the bones of a film script. I could bring knowledge back from the 12th century and find hidden treasure in an unknown vault under a castle in Saumur by sneaking away during a tourist tour thereof. I might see a scroll which unpicks an historical puzzle. I could find an ancient bloodline which links me to royalty or the sangréal. I could divine the presence of a holy relic.

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I could secretly be a regenerated time lord able to travel backward and forward through space-time at will. I could get a hat and a whip and maybe call on my old pal Lara Croft.

A while back I asked a journalist his opinion about whether to talk with other journalists about my reincarnation theories. There have been articles on reincarnation in The Guardian for example. He was sceptical and asked me to consider “what was in it for me”.  Not a lot.

I am aware that there is a small finite possibility that this kind of thing could be newsworthy, not because of the dreams etc. themselves, rather because of the South Kensington connection, distant though that may be. I have residual boffin and I did co-found a high power laser company. A little odd, not tree huggy enough.

“Ex-boffin claims he is a reincarnated Buddhist monk…”

It could all get massively out of hand. I could probably handle it because I am not fibbing or bull-shitting. It might prove a little more problematic for others.

Explain that away satisfactorily without questioning my sanity…we are back to my alter ego Whacko McNutjob.

There is not a lot you can do with dreams like that other than to put them in my pipe and smoke them…

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Patent Grilling Dream Folow Up -30-07-2025

July 30, 2025July 30, 2025 ~ quantumdreamer ~ Leave a comment

The dream this morning is in an alternate universe, another country.

The first thing that came to mind concerned the EUV saga. It was an example in point of how UK Plc failed centrally to note and then fund the development of a technology which currently underpins the global dominance of companies that can afford to use ASML EUV technology to make their state of the art semiconductor chips. EUV is a globally geopolitically significant technology and has had tens of billions of dollars aimed at it. We had a workable prototype, early doors, that could have gone further. But it would have needed tens or hundreds of millions Sterling to develop. Even if the source never made it as choice, the ancillary side-technologies could have been very profitable. But our EUV source never made it. Petty interpersonal politics {and greed}  got in the way. Our “sonic screwdriver” never made the grade.

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One of the things about being an old git is that several people who you have met a quarter of a century ago are now cheeses, relatively big cheeses. They have done well for themselves. My part is ancient history. I have not succeeded in that context.

In terms of a secret service dossier. In real life I have tangentially a record because of the employment of family. At a guess that is unlikely to stretch to my own dossier. I might be in someone else’s. But you never know.

In a weird far out reality IF the secret service are monitoring me and I am dreaming about them and publicly publishing those dreams, that might be a new one for them. They might wonder if they have a mole. Being spooks it might tickle curiosity.

There are two moles in the garden down by the pond and another one is encroaching outside the front gate. I may trap him on the land belonging to the commune before he gets under the fence. I am not sure of the legality of this. These are real moles with black furry coats and tails…

Could there be some weird kind of incident that I am not aware of? I am unlikely to ever walk in the same circles or cross the path of big cheeses ever again. It is not a big deal to me. Might it be more of a deal to others?

The dream suggests that “young guns” might consider my lack of four A*s at “A” level, a bit thick. I have met a lot of people who have elevated opinions of themselves in the generation ~ twenty years younger than me. The tendency to blag, gobshite and otherwise show off has gone up. Appearance and reality do not always match.

Not really sure what to make of the dream this end.

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It seemed important to people in the dream and not to me. The dreaming symbol “table” suggests a need to solve problems maybe resolve some issues.

I noted that it was not Friday on waking so it cannot be freaky Friday.

It might be weird Wednesday though – innit…like…

Officer Cadet Company, REME, Bordon: Intake No 12, April 1955

July 30, 2025 ~ quantumdreamer ~ Leave a comment

Dad is top row four from the left…

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