Well yet another dream which has the theme of surveillance and/or security type services in. I swear that I am not sitting here all paranoid that I am being spied upon. Intellectually I know that this is both possible and at the same time not very likely. Common sense suggests that I am under mass surveillance just like everyone else on the planet. Because of my dreams I do have words like “MI6” on my blog. This may pop up preferentially in some search algorithm. I have stated before that I am linked by blood to someone who has security vetting and will therefore be at the periphery of radar.

If someone is waiting for me to do something radical they will be waiting a long time. I will do some painting tomorrow and I could live stream a web cam looking at it drying.

We had another snatch team theme this morning.

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If I were to disappear the only person who would notice would be the wife. She would probably be witness to any kidnap. Being absurd they could get someone to carry on this blog so that there was no gap.

In previously released material the CIA has had an interest in parapsychology and “things that go bump in the night”. It is not an absurd extrapolation to suggest that they are not alone in this. Thus it is not completely beyond the pale to suggest that there is an interest in my ramblings here. Which might make me more likely to suffer surveillance than your common or garden person. This means that intelligence players unknown may be aware of my former institutional affiliation { Bedlam, Friern Barnet Mental Hospital, Imperial etc.}

Under extreme duress and threat I could possibly do some muscle memory martial arts. It is very unlikely that I could win a contest against any fit and able younger person. If they were silly enough to let me get a choke hold on, that might not be so good for them.

Whose responsibility might I be? I am a UK national and French resident. Any jurisdiction would be theirs in the first pass.

My gut feeling is that the prevalence of snatch teams is over estimated in the movies, this with the exception of the middle East. The Israelis have a track record.

I can’t really see a benefit in kidnapping me.

I am 100% sure that any intelligence player could contact me should they wish. It is not complicated. I pay taxes and have standard bank accounts. I use a well-known public ISP and my ‘phone number is even in the French yellow pages.

But I don’t know what we might talk about.

The nature of secret is non-overt. If they must monitor me and run surveillance then there is nothing I can do about it. It is a bit of a drag…It is a bit heavy…man…

In the most fanciful of scenarios I could become a pawn is some far-fetched drama to which I am without knowing a party.

I have no idea what might be going on in the minds of others, what weird trips they might be on.

I can’t come up with a logical psychological reason as to why I have these dreams…

It is tyring and a little boring..