Lost Fate – Flat Hunting – James McAvoy – Dream 04-04—2026

Here is this morning’s dream. It had an odd feel a feel of miss.

The dream opens with a strong visual image of Jason Laura and David. In the dream I know beyond doubt that they have missed what fate had in store for them in regard of their interaction with me. They have lost their way and lost their fate. They are now meandering and going through the motions. I know in the dream that this is particularly so for the men. I know that they are among many others who have missed what their fate might have offered them in regard of their possible interaction with me. They have squandered rare opportunity.

The scene changes and I am on a train in South London. I am going to look at a flat / house share. The train stops and I get off, not at platform. I walk through the streets of South London and come to one of those very big grand double bay houses that they have there. I go in through the back garden gate and am met there by a ditzy blonde English woman in her forties. She is “Sloane Ranger” in appearance accent and manner. She welcomes me effusively and we enter a wire mesh cage like structure where she keeps her outdoors pets. A black and white cat crawls under the wire and climbs up my trousers to perch on my shoulder like a parrot. The cat is uniquely friendly to me and the woman comments that the cat does not generally like men. The cat continues to nuzzle me as we walk into the house.

On entering the house the woman, the landlord, apologises for the mess. She is in the act of cleaning. The downstairs kitchen is very large and good for parties. She takes me upstairs to the first room for rent. It is very large and decked out like a bedsit with a bed, a sofa and a desk. We go up a half height stairwell to a second room. In it is a “Henry” hoover. She has been interrupted cleaning. It is a shit tip. There is a mess. She says that she has been having trouble hoovering up the powder in the carpet. I start the vacuum cleaner and it cleans the powder with ease. She goes on to say that I could rent the entire property or if it suited she could stay and I could rent rooms. She hints that she would like to stay particularly if I am to be one of the tenants. We move on to another room which is similarly large set up like a bedsit. There is a floor in the attic in which she could stay in. All the rooms are big and spacious, surprisingly so for the rent and London. There are specifically three rooms. I thank the woman and go out through the front door closing the garden gate behind me.

I am now on a bus in South London heading North. I am with my wife. We are going uphill which I say is a good thing. It means we are heading North. I say to her that the house I have just viewed was nice enough but it was miles from the train or tube. There was mess.

We get off the bus and go towards a theatre. It feels a bit like Richmond. There is a stand alone theatre with a car park and a restaurant off the car park. As we are getting near the front of the theatre we see James McAvoy. He notes that we have recognised him and in the dream he knows me. He says that we should remind everybody not to underestimate the brilliant Scottish actor James McAvoy. We both perform a mock army salute to each other and he disappears into the theatre.

The dream ends.

Tremendous Mess – Shenanigans – Disbelief Dream 20-02-2026

Here is last night’s dream. It follows on from yesterday. I have been unable to recall all the detail partially because I am not interested or inclined so to do. It is boring that this mess theme keeps coming back. I have made a note.

I am in a large old style house which has been converted into flats. I am in a flat which has a passing similarity to the one I had in Brixton. James is there with me in the kitchen and we are talking about his huge mess. There is a ring on the doorbell and Ashley is there with Camilla, they have been on a date despite the fact that Ashley is still married. They want to come in. It is raining very heavily outside. Everyone except me is highly emotional, charged.

I want to know why they have been on a date and it has to do with mess, the tremendous mess they caused concerning me. I say that I am not interested. I want to know why they thought they needed to tell me.

It gets a bit sketchy here. Then.

Ashley starts moving around the flat demonstrating that everything I have is second hand and does not really work well. He tries the gas cooker and the lighting function takes ages to work. He says that I am poor and that he cannot understand why that should be the case because I founded a technology company and raised a lot of money. It should not be like this. It does not make sense to him it is not fair in his eyes. I say that it is what it is.

I note that Camilla is in fact quite drunk. She has been in shenanigans with Ashley somehow. People have been inquiring about my past and that is why James has also cropped up. I know that they have both driven to my flat in their respective Mercedes cars. I tell Ashley that he must drive her home and I come back in with the steering wheel from Camilla’s car with the Mercedes logo on which I have removed. He argues. So I head butt him and he falls to the ground. I say that he needs to be real and to take responsibility.

He gets up and continues to find fault with my poor circumstance. He is being derogatory and negative. In the end they go off in his car. They then return and Ashley makes a dramatic entrance through the French windows. He makes an entrance through the net curtains against the heavy rain backdrop. He says that he has been talking with Susan S. who is also a party to this tremendous and far reaching mess. I can sense Susan through him. I can see her.

I say that it is late and that he had better take Camilla home and then drop James off at his flat which is just off the South circular. I say that I am bored with all the drama and that not everything has to make sense…

As I awake I think. “oh shit, not yet another dream with somebody else’s mess in!!”