How we perceive oursleves and what we actually emanate differ.
What do you emanate into the web of life?

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How we perceive oursleves and what we actually emanate differ.
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I have watched a number of YouTube clips in which Roger Penrose theorises that consciousness perhaps arises from quantum mechanical effects in microtubules in neurons and synaptic processes. This presupposes an electromagnetic and matter {meat} based explanation for consciousness. It seeks acceptance from the narrow minded scientific quasi Newtonian-Maxwellian approach to reality.
It must be electrical or mechanical and thereby measurable with modern scientific instrumentation.!!
“Bung some electrodes on their head stick ‘em in an fMRI scanner. Watch those nuclei flip and understand consciousness….”
This is a bit of leap, more than a quantum leap. It is an exclusive hypothesis. Few consciousness researchers are themselves highly skilled in meditation. Their minds are filled with research proposals, career progress milestones and the grant dollar together with peer review kudos. They need to be peer-acceptable to have career longevity.
I’ll speculate that any finding which erred from the obligatory norm would not go down well, it would be a lead balloon close to the surface on a planet with high mass and low radius.
The dream previous can best be viewed as an echo, something which once might have happened but cannot ever now.
Because I am not institutionalised, pertaining to any august body whether academic or otherwise, I will not be participating in any “study”. I have no fame or kudos and as an eccentric loner I do not walk in any circles, apart from around my/our pond. There is no way that anyone could justify my employment on the basis of metrics or references. I am completely outside the system, the box, and likely to remain there. I may get one box when I die.
On the off chance that I even had anything to add the likelihood of events portrayed in that dream are now vanishingly small.
That is the way the web of life works. There are faint residuals of possibilities therein. They take a while to fully fade. Life trajectories bifurcate and possible paths, fates, fade. The active trajectory becomes more “real”. Faint echoes remain for a while.
Weird …
One can find Jiddu Krishnamurti quoted as saying that his secret is that he does not mind what happens. This implies a lack of any goal orientation, preferred outcome, expectation or attachment. He may have omitted, “I do not mind what happens to me.” If one lives in the eternal now there is no concern for past or future, simply moment. One is not chained by the manacles of “what if” or of “if only.” There is a confidence that one can handle everything which life and the universe offers, free of prejudice. Even if that seems unpleasant and challenging. One is confident in ability to improvise and cope.
I have talked about my medical conditions here, which would be rather dramatic for many. It is just a fact of life for me. OMG spinal surgery may be involved… He has seen a brain surgeon and is getting a cancer check up in May….
There is not too much drama in my mind. The pain can be a tad boring. I don’t think there is an exact translation into French. Monotonous is probably close but does not have the nuance.
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I am not worried about what if anything happens to whatever it is that I may or may not know. The thought forms exist now and could be accessed in the web of life in due course. If and when the time is due. I don’t currently see a use for me. I am surplus.
The dreaming takes time, decades sometimes.
I have had the first hint, in the dream this morning, that the time in France maybe drawing to a close. There has not been much for me here. The French are not very pro-active. I am in no way integrated. There will be no significant material plane impact should I leave. Only the medics and the checkout ladies will notice.
I have a few more medical appointments programmed. Then, soon, it will be the big summer holidays. Unless the colonoscopy shows anything sinister, that will probably be it until the Autumn. I will get my asthma medication renewed in July. I am not anticipating any solution, any diagnosis and treatment that will result in significant alleviation of symptoms. It looks to me that I dotting and T crossing data collection is occurring.
Following on from the dream we have been looking at on-line estate agents again. Affordability coupled with relative southerly locations limits us to probably South and West Wales in the UK. The property situation in France remains constipated. We need proximity and communications to university grade hospitals.
The problem is that the world is swirling. The web of life has been whacked unnecessarily by orange-boi. The Nikkei and the Hang Seng could tank further in a few short hours. This is a factor which is against any house moving.
A house move is the dreaming symbol for adopting a new view of the world. Here it is expansive, it has gotten too big. Perhaps the need is simply to shrink and consolidate.
We shall see what the dreaming suggests. It will influence our decisions significantly. The dreaming will show us the way.
I don’t mind what happens – the dreams will suffice.