The basic working hypothesis I have is that there is not a lot left for me to do in this life. It will slowly fizzle out and I will leave. My significance is very low now. What might have been no longer can be. My residual fate is small. I am pretty much done in the wider world.
Despite a few dreams of late with London in, I cannot envisage any reason why I would ever go there again. It is expensive. I might pass through Gatwick, Southend or Heathrow airports and that will be as close as I get.
If we go to the UK it would be West maybe up the M5.
In the past I would on occasion feel a compulsion to do things presented to me in dreams, to attempt to manifest. That urge, that sense of “devoir faire”, has long since passed.
There is the notion that I have much less karmic obligation than I once had. This could be wrong.
The dreams may span wide areas but I don’t have to do anything about them.
All the people I once knew in my peer group are getting on, retired or dead. There is no connection, no network.
Last night we watched Sheldon, Jim Parsons, on “Who do you think you are?”. As a result I had a vague interest in maybe seeing New Orleans. Also maybe Aukland or Christchurch. But that would be well expensive. 150,000 air miles by age 13 In 1977 means that travel is no biggy.
We have just had our letters from USS about pension scale.
In putting the house on the market we are seeing if anyone wants to buy it and how much they are willing to offer. Maybe we will change our “view of the world” which is what house represents in dreaming symbols. A new house or flat could offer a different outlook.
We are financially limited to France and because of Brexit the rest of Europe is taboo. We could move back to the UK unless I get banned. Ireland rains a bit too much.
Within this geo-location France-UK the “where” is not fixed, rather open. But price will limit where we might live.
The hypothesis is that there must be somewhere out there for us to move to and someone willing to buy this house at a sensible price. It is not a big ask of the universe.
We can afford another year here.
Maybe the universe says stay.
The scope of what I envisage is not broad, nor highfalutin…
I have had another reminder about renewal from WordPress again so I do need to make my mind up soon.
When we have been in a tricky situation before something always crops up…
One way or another we will find out…
Dreamyoga 